10-28-13

"Stop yelling. I can't take it anymore. Tried to cut myself today, I couldn't help it. I've been thinking about it for years now. It was only a matter of time before it happened. No blood though just a red mark. Sure it'll be gone by tonight,

Ready for the next time."

I'm sure there are people who feel like this...but let me say that you matter. There is someone who cares for you and cutting may feel good at the moment, but the mark carried memories that will give you pain forever. There are so many things to smile for like the sky's pretty color, the trees, watching the sunset, you, there are just too many things to smile about to stay sad longer than you have too,

Freedom

Walking through the invisible wall

to safety, freedom, happiness.

Walking back through the wall

to danger, suppression, depression.

Craving the wall with color.

Yearning escape from the black and blue.

Hoping. Someday. Maybe.

Chains

The girl in chains cries in secret
She waits for the day when the chains will break
And set her free.


She waits and waits
The chains never break
Forever a prisoner of the chains.


The chains of
fear and sadness.

Voice

Don't yell
There's no point
I hear you fine

The voice that yells
spits butterfly's
The voice
spews poison
The voice


Hurts.

Indifferent Eyes

They said she was a study machine,
 she had thoughts.

They said she was quiet,
she had opinions.

They said 'how are you?',
she felt invisible.

No one cared.